what am i doing here? I don't have anything to do..err, actually I do have things to do, but don't have the heart to do anything. I suppose i could go home right now, but why am I staying here?

Current news. My mum was discharged from kkb-bloody-hospital last night at 1am and admitted to HUKM. My sis smsed me at 3am pagi td, and I wasnt aware of it until this morning at 6. I don't really know what to think or feel. I was so shocked when my dad said that mama had to be sent to hukm by an ambulance coz the nadi was low and she had to wear that oxygen thingy. In fact rite now, she has to wear it. Should I be flying home by now? *sigh*

Worried about my sister as well. She'll be staying in hukm to look after my mum, coz the husband is not allowed to stay at night. My sis pon tak sihat betul. After kuar ICU hari tu, her fever keeps coming and going. Tak betul2 sihat lagi.

Abah hasnt slept well for the past 10 days. Even I doubt it that he could sleep. Harap kaki abah tak bengkak and dia sihat-sihat je.

*sigh* why now...

Thanks frens for your support. Doakanlaa untuk mak aku yer.