friday;1739
still in the office. Working with anything in particular? naaa..simply buang masa..nak kaver balik masa kerja yg telah dimisskan secara sengaja.

I felt really awful screaming at my sis this morning. Bukan salah dia pon. Salah the bloody-stupid-nurse. And I, because tatau nak channelkan ke mana my anger and disappointment telah teryelled at my sis. Mad because I'm here, and can't do anything to help my mum.

My mum still in hospital. She sounded Oklaa, when I checked on her tghari tadi.
For the first time, she said; if only I dont have to extend my studies, then I'll be already beside her this august, taking care of her. *sigh* She has always been supportive before. She always said she will wait for me no matter what.

Ma, I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I'll try my best to speed things up and return to you as soon as possible. Just hold on and wait for me, alrite!

Am worried so much.