My mum was admitted to the hospital yesterday. Its the first time ever, since I'm in Germany. The feeling sucks. I cried pathetically yesterday(the tram passenger had noticed me crying, ouh n my work colleague as well). Intan had once said to me the other day. "Mak bapak kita dah tua sekarang. So reaction diorang to ubat-ubatan dah kurang. So if diorang sakit, prepare yourself". My sister pon tak cukup sihat to take care of my mum.

Before this, I haven't quite decided of what I want to do after this. Stay here or balik mesia. Dah lama sangat I'm away from my mum. Dari tingkatan 1, sekolah at boarding school. And then 5 years in Germany. Its time for me to take care of my family. So it is decided... I'm going home. Maybe kalau ada rezeki, someday I'll be back in Germany....